Can't be darned to blog nowadays.. looking at others.. it seems like more and more people are losing interest in blogging? Wonder if that's cos life has been really boring and monotonous (like in my case) or perhaps.. too exciting?

Can't be darned to do math.. at least i finished HCI 2007 papers 1 and 2.. with a few blanks that i cannot be bothered to ponder about.. the teachers are determined to make us spend at least 8 hours of our holiday time on math. How nice. Only been up to a bunch of random games lately.. im glad its the weekend! so i can finally go out hehe. and grad night on monday yup.

typical japanese meal...

view at night.. at the farm

the fish nibbbbbled at my feet!

flowers on the orange tree..

NHK TV studios!

with yuko-san (centre) and tomoko-san (far right).. our tour guides!

with mrs chew and mrs sandy tan at the fukuoka airport!

yup i guess thats about it! lazy to upload more.. blogger takes a long time to upload. D: ann, jiaqi, lili, wy, yy, clara.. upload more pics to the shutterfly!! haha (:

it's the HCL o levels tmr... although i have done some compres, read the notes.. i still don't feel very prepared. Probably cos i can't really prepare for HCL.. it's a language, after all. I'm worried cos my HCL isn't good. D: OMG just let me finish it quickly. And pls pls pls pls don't rain tmr!!! Especially after 4. Haha.

Sometimes don't you wish you could fast forward some boring parts of your life.. and go to the exciting moments? Just like an online video haha. but of course our life has to be full of ups and downs.. pooie. Sometimes i wish that i could just fast forward all the way to the end, and see what happens.. and then go back again to savour the great moments. sadly we can't, so every great moment we have, we should really grab it and hold it.. just for that few minutes, hours, days. Right now i feel like my life is some kind of boring old rerun. So dreary and boring. Perhaps tmr my life will start to start to move faster and maybe become more exciting.

Anyway...... i hope the exam is easy buahaha. so everyone can score A1s like nobody's business (:


You know sometimes i wish that I could really talk to someone about how i feel.. but somehow i feel that this is not possible.. because im afraid of the judgements they would make about me, how their opinion on me will change...i don't wanna jeopardize any relationship this way. sometimes i would much rather just bottle everything up and just stuff it deep down inside me, so i can forget it and pretend. i wish i could just swallow everything down and just forget about everything.

You know sometimes in a way i wish that i could really just break ties with everyone and just meet new people, new people who do not know me at all, do not have any previous judgement or opinions of me, forge new friendships, learn new things. so i wouldn't be obligated to do anything. so it won't be like.. oh you have done this this this for these few years already, if you don't continue.. what else can you do? it's these kinds of questions which really irk me, but frankly i don't even know what else i could do. but then again i couldn't just leave everything behind could i? isn't life about always trying new things, meeting new people, gaining new experience? then why do we always hang on to the past?

right now i can only hope for the best.


Hey, I've graduated.

On friday, the feeling of graduation didn't really hit me, I was still happy and well, pretty high. Did level closure in the morning (really appreciate the montage) and then did spring cleaning. Haha voila our class was clean once again as it were before we stopped doing duty.. which was a week before eoys, i think. Then had class closure.. Ms sebastian bought jelly hearts for us! It was really pretty and really nice too. Took several pictures. Sadly i didn't bring a camera D:

What i'm going to miss most is probably 402. it's probably the nicest class ever made of the nicest people.. though everyone is moving to HC together, it's still not really the same, is it? It probably won't be the same again.

ann, me, ms yeo, ha, xiaoyang, sitong

And lastly, all the teachers who have ever taught me and made an impact in my life(:

Thanks jiaqi, cherie, jocelyn, clara for the notes, really appreciate them. and choir juniors for the chocs. lanxin for the cookies! and sec 1 to 3s for the graduation bear. it's really cute, i must say (:

Anyway now.. things to look forward to: Japan trip! And also end of HCL o's haha. :D Can't wait.

Looks like this chapter of my life is closed. Hope that next year in Hwa Chong will be the beginning of a great chapter (:

(BTW did anyone notice that the model class keychain we got writes 2006???!!!)