im bored.
"when people are routinely under-stressed, they feel bored, and this can lead to depression."
when ppl are over stressed, it can also lead to depression.

but i'm not stressed for now. not much homework. motivational speech is lamelame but then its passable luh. no one's online now, not much homework i guess. health checkup tmr. sigh.

i shall go watch tv wow. i so screwed up my physics thanks to my carelessness and slowness causing me to realise the correct answer at the last 3 minutes. so dumb can. never mind. blah.

i dunno what i want. when i have homework, i feel stressed. when i don't i feel bored. i need a holiday! and at the end of january the first month yet. humans are adaptable, maybe i shall grow to thrive in an environment of extreme high stress.

choir today. drilling again. till my toes seemed numb. but im not complaining.


math is so horrific. horrifically horrid.
nyaa sucks. suckssuckssucks like we aren't time-strapped enough
my motivational speech is totally unmotivating.
i still haven't touched my IH homework.
physics test tmr. im not confident about it at all.

GRAAAAAH. the stress of ny school life.



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perhaps stress is mostly self-induced. happy ppl have less stress. although they may have the same workload. while pessimistic ppl have more stress especially when they choose to pity themselves and ignore the root of the problem. i think i really pretty much manufacture my own stress.

its 21.48 now. and i have finished the required homework for today. and im tired to do extra homework. though i have been procrastinating really much these few days. i can't help it. i thought i would have time today. then there was this IH talk and i reached home at 6.30. how nice. and tmr i have cca. cca isn't bad its the time it takes.

grah i guess sacrifice is needed for everything. we can't have the best of the worlds can we?
im so tired but i have to keep on pushing. because this is what i chose.


the adeline and jiawen compiled pile of facts part2
click here

• More Americans have died in automobile accidents than have died in all the wars ever fought by the United States.
• The shortest English word that contains the letters A, B, C, D, E, and F is "feedback."
• Ernest Vincent Wright wrote a novel with over 50,000 words, none of which containing the letter "e."
• Percentage of American men who say they would marry the same woman if they had it to do all over again: 80%.
• Percentage of American women who say they'd marry the same man: 50%.
• On average, a 4-year-old child asks 437 questions a day
• Men can breastfeed babies
• More than 2500 left handed people are killed every year from using right handed products
• If you attempted to count to stars in a galaxy at a rate of one every second it would take around 3,000 years to count them all.
• The age limit for marriage in France was, until recently, 15 for girls, but 18 for boys. The age for girls was raised to 18 in 2006.
• The most pressed number button on a calculator is the four key.
• The Mona Lisa has no eyebrows. It was the fashion in Renaissance Florence to shave them off.
• The number of people alive on earth right now is higher than the number of all the people that have died. Ever.
• 9 out of 10 people believe Thomas Edison invented the light bulb.This isn't true; Joseph Swan did.
• Humans were first infected with the HIV virus in the 1930s.
• Women blink twice as many times as men do.
• We are about 1 cm taller in the morning than in the evening. Layers of cartilage in the joints gets compressed during the day.
• The world's youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910.

sometimes i feel so stressed up i just feel like crying.
and it's friends who help to lighten up my mood.

thank you to all my friends.. esp jiawen and hui min.. and also sry to those whom i have affected with my mood.


this is my 100th post! lol.

i had the ESIP test today. quite sad. i think i screwed up one test. because at the end of that particular test, then i realised that i had missed out one freaking question somewhere! then no time! ahh. so irritating can. and the qns are so easy!! ARGHHHHH. im so upset over this.

have IH meeting tmr. boring.
physics test on tuesday! not really quite nervous or stressed etcetc for some reason although physics is such a *coughs* subject. but i really gotta start studying. im really really behind time i think.

need to do IH essay sooon. grah. good thing most ppl already finished. then can ask them how to do! lol. just kidding la..

hmmmmmmmmmmmm. have to learn 听写 which is on monday! hate it. but then its giveaway marks. so i should be contented and happy. 30 marks you know. thats like 30% of the test.

dad's watching football? i don't really see the fun in it though lol. i dunno why football is just so attractive to men? maybe something to do with hormones and testosterone lol.

i hate shopping. i hate the act of shopping and walking around and looking for clothes. but its nice buying the clothes/whatever stuff. maybe that really takes out the fun of shopping?

grah im really crapping about random things now that pops into my mind. good bye.


True colours
You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness there inside you
Makes you feel so small

But I see your true colours
Shining through
I see your true colours
That's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colours
True colours are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

Show me a smile then,
And don't be unhappy,
can't remember whenI last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

And I see your true colours
Shining through
I see your true colours
That's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colours
True colours are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

I can't remember
When I last saw you laugh
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

And I see your true colours
Shining through
See your true colours
That's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colours, true colours
Are beautiful like a rainbow

I see your true colours shining through
See your true colours
That's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colours
Your true colours are beautiful,
Like a rainbow


i realise how music can instantly change one's mood.
from being happy and crazy.. to sad... to melancholic..


<3 music


:( <- this is a sad smile.
:<- this is a disappointed smile.
:S <- this is a confused smile.

therefore. all emotions do have some sort of happiness in them.
im talking rubbish. and playing uno online cum msning. how to take ESIP test?

friday is slackday!!yayy.

hm jiawen is taking a long long long time to play a card out. so boring la can. im also bored.
researching fo IH SIA now.pppppfftt.

today's choir.. wasn't too bad. learnt the steps??
im seriously brain dead now due to the overloading of boredom.

• I don't suffer from insanity - I enjoy every minute of it
• I used to have a handle on life - but mine broke.
• Don't take life too seriously, you won't get out alive.
• Earth is the insane asylum for the universe.
• I am not a complete idiot, some parts are missing.
• Out of my mind, back in five minutes.
• Ever stop to think? and forget to start again?
• I took an IQ test and the results were negative.
• They call it PMS because Mad Cow disease was already taken.
• The trouble with life is...there's no background music.
• He who dies with the most toys is nonetheless dead.
• A picture is worth a thousand words, but it uses up a thousand times the memory.
• Computer programmers don't byte, they just nibble a bit.
• The meek shall inherit the earth ... after we're through with it..
• Wrinkled was not one of the things I wanted to be when I grew up.
• The gene pool could use a little chlorine.
• Some people are alive, only because it's illegal to kill them.
• Failure is not an option, it comes bundled with the software.
• Consciousness - that annoying time between naps...

i just tried logging in and they gave this msg:
"Your browser's cookie functionality is disabled. Please enable JavaScript and cookies in order to use Blogger."

and then i press help. then they say something like theres some internal error than then the help cannot work. ... -.- so lame can.

hui min said i should change to wordpress. lol. i think i shan't.

not much work today. so RARE. i could actually sit down and watch project superstar for half and hour and slack on the computer. WOW. i shall bask in this moment of slackiness...

work still undone.

1. IH essay by week 5 which i dunno how to do..
2. Chem proposal by friday.
3. Bio proposal? by friday.
4. errm motivational speech.
5. LA SIA? blahblah complete proposal!
6. NYAA form?
7. is that all? .......................................................... should be? hahaa yay. not really alot and very urgent. yay

yay im happy. hmm. tmr.. is thursday, no need stay back! OH have vocal training. shucks must stay back and eat. sad la. NOOO.

nvm i shall be optimistic.

yuk i so hate my keyboard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the delete, ctrl, equals/plus, dash/underscore, open bracket/9, close bracket/0 doesnt work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i cant use ctrl c, ctrl v, ctrl n and all the shortcuts blahblahblah so irritatingggggg!!!!!!!!!!

doing chinese SIA research yuk i hate research.
but better than thinking of topicssss. yukyuk cannot find anything :/

looking at jiawen's blog under her recommendation.

ADELINE says:
the picture of the man doesnt look like a man
jiawen says:
LOL
jiawen says:
i cant care less
jiawen says:
i blogged!
ADELINE says:
looks like some dog/table hybrid
ADELINE says:
LOL
ADELINE says:
you blogged?
ADELINE says:
so ?
jiawen says:
tell you to go and see
jiawen says:
LOOKS LIKE CHAIR LAH LOL
jiawen says:
roar
jiawen says:
do you like me new post?
ADELINE says:
i havent look la
jiawen says:
you must spam with comments like
jiawen says:
'jiawen rocks too'
ADELINE says:
i shall go see
ADELINE says:
'jiawen rocks too'??! what you talking
jiawen says:
spam with comments like 'i love jiawen lots'
jiawen says:
okay nvm ahhahaa

blahblah. im just bored you know. haha xD

i dunno how to do PHYSICS ASSIGNMENT 1.1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


yay jiawen is nice she sent me nice pictures! =D

workshop went pretty well but then still nid improvements. jiayou nyc! =D


rrrr im trying not to get irritated because i know that its also partly my fault.





pressssss it down.


i feel so frustrated! it's like i try and try but then nothing comes out in the end. theysay that the process is more important than the results.. but the purpose of the process is for the result after all, isn't it?

rrr i dont feel like doing homework. glooooomy mood now. so i shall slack and do my work tmr. choir workshop tmr. quite worried about it actually.




( i dont really know what to do to be frank.. push harder? )


im trying not to lose hope...
in choir...
in studies....
in myself....
everything.

i dont feel exactly on the top of the world.

tired.


jia wen keeps daoing me on msn!
i talk to her then she doesn't reply for a long time. and now she is "away". okay thats not really her fault because she just realised that there might be biology quiz tmr. she's so blurrrr. lol =D

im boredd!! and i want to watch more tv. blahblah i want to finish up allll my homework which is impossible because i keep slacking on the computer ie msn and blogging/blog-hopping and also because the homework never stops. i keep spending time on the computer doing homework and now my bro calls me a computer nerd. =.=

aahhhhhh. there's vocal training for a1s tmr.. not quite looking forward though =/
gtg now. continue on my work.


did i just spend 1 and a half hours on the timeline of LA SIA? wowww im actually so slowww. :/
low efficiency. lets just hope it wasnt low effectivity too.

blahblahblah.
i think i can think better at night. which is actually good because i come home late most of the time.
nothing interesting happened today.

To do:
Biology SIA proposal
Chem SIA-- is there a proposal
Biology WS 1.1

not too much actually~ haha yay. bye!


elected class comm today during pccg.. jiawen is a CC aka FM. haha xD
hmm. hui min was suaning her.

nothing was realllly that interesting today. and i have to go back to school tmr for LA/IH/i dunno what SIA meeting. but i know it surely consists of LA.

today's choir prac draggggggeeeeeedddd. and i got scolded because i didn't pick up the phone. =/
and my dad waited for 45 minutes. =/ life defends is nice! very meaningful.. quite the opposite of como compongo.. the crazy nonsensical rubbishy and *cute* song. trying to memorize them.. today had a voice training sort-of thing.. i think i dun perform better under stress etcetc.

blahblahblah.
SIAs are piling up!!! =/ sad la. and i got a super mugger friend sitting beside me. lol. =D


jiawen changed her blog to arcsenciel.wordpress.com [doing free publicity]
never heard of wordpress before! xD

talk on OBS today.. quite exciting haha.
but a bit boring. as in the talk.

chemistry lesson was fun! something much more interesting than last years' anyway.
changing of colours of solution. something to do with oxygen. =D and diapers. lol

blahblah had health screening and i was the last! =.= anyway missed chinese lesson.
im so not looking forward to SIAs. work work work.
!!!

byeeee


i was talking to sam wong halfway then she just went offline.
stupid cme.. i was supposed to ask her whether we needed to do something at the back.. argh nvm.

today's sec 1 orientation was okayy. we got to sing in the place outside general office, good acoustics!
had to skip bio and cme. i think getting our own materials like sheep/cow's eyes and hearts is just plain gross..yucky.

302.. okayy. still with old classmates though. :D
classmates are quite friendly actually, and i know quite a few of them because of choir.
haha. teachers are quite nice also. nicer than i expected anyway :D

what to do for chem sia!!!!??


im back from phuket! haha.
school tmr. dunno whether to be happy or not.

thx hui min for sending the syf song! haha.
although i dunno what to learn. :/

happy new year! im one day late again =.=
bye!