someone give me a PURPOSE in life.


im ro tt in g aw ay.

..
..
..

animation wrapped up.
i really should be happy. but im not.

animation was fun ):


hello june hols.


i think.

i shall

just

continue... r ott ing


the internet, tv and bed. those are my vices. yup.

blah
i need a PURPOSE

spur me on, someone.


i ought to learn to love predictable and boring stable.
especially if im going to live with it for the next.. 10 years?
(provided i get into an/a university course which lasts about.. 7 years?)

the only things i do these days is use the computer, watch tv, do some sia, eat, or sleep.

animation is quite.. fun.
better than i thought, tedious and slack at the same time.
i really appreciate shows like finding nemo and spongebob now.

24 frames x 30 minutes x 60= 720 43200 frames
24 frames x 90 minutes x 60= 2160 129 600 frames
ooo

sometimes i just try to ignore you; but you are really damn irritating!!!!!
stop it; or get lost.

not looking forward to june hols. but i oughta be grateful.


i think i can be quite efficient when i want to.
it's all about the motivation. (which is rather lacking most of the time)
the mind is willing, but the flesh is weak!

wahaha.
im going mad.
you know, sometimes im glad i dont have that responsibility, but it still makes me sad to think that i had missed that opportunity. sigh

a:"what would you like sir?"
b:"anything"
a"urm, this? (randomthing1)"
b:"noooo, i said ANYTHING!"
a:"this? this this this this this???!" (randomthings2-5)
b:"ARGH nooooo" *attempts to hit a*
c: "sorry, sorry" *restrains b*
c: "just give me whatever"

retarded advertisement!!
leaves me lamed out.

ah well.
(where did my motivation go?)

looking at a long and tiring weekend. /:
homework. + SIAs. + NYAA.

its too predictable. (really, i dont need to know)


[x]you wear spetacles.
[ ]you push all your fringe to the back.
[x]never put makeup when going out.
[ ]don't know how to dress up.
[ ]tuck in your shirt all the time.
[ ]your skirt is friggin' long.
[ ]you don't wear ankle socks.
[x]you like reading.
[ ]you study all day long.
[ ]you don't own a computer.(how does this show how nerdy you are?)
[ ] you study more than you play.
[x]never hands in homework late. (except maybe once. or twice.)
[x]turns up for school punctually.
[x]hates your hair to be messy.
[ ]always have an extra pin/clip inbag.
[ ]don't hang out with the popular.
[ ]you carry a haversack.
[ ]you're teacher's pet.
[ ]you never failed a test before.
[x]first thing you do when you come home is homework. (on weekdays)

SCORE:7/20

[ ]you prefer contact lenses than specs.
[ ]eu always make up.
[ ]you like dressing up.
[x]you don't like tucking in your shirt.
[ ]you own many mini skirts.
[ ]you wear socks below your ankle. (i dont wear socks except for school socks)
[ ]you hate reading books/studying.
[ ]you despise ugly people/nerds.
[x]you own several/one computer.
[x]you play more than you study.
[ ]hands in work late occasionally.
[x]you have been late for school before.
[ ]eu drink/smoke.
[x]don't bring extra pins/clips.
[ ]hangs out with popular people in your class.
[x]you have a slingbag/handbag.
[ ]all teachers don't care/despise you.
[ ]you failed countless tests before.
[ ]you come home and play computer than do homework.
[ ]Have been in more than 5 relationships
SCORE:6/20

lame. lalala.
sabbs next week.
finally

chinese sia report. ):bio sia):physics sia):ames):ih sia):la sia): nyaa):


wow blogger is finally looking normal again
(:
sabbs are coming
means that june hols are coming! (:
i shall resolve to finish my homework and tie up loose ends by 3rd week.
i shall try.

finally the homework is decreasing (and it would inevitable increase by the end of week)
cant wait for the end of _____

sigh.
i think im a really negative person.

must.
be.
happy.
:D <- freezes in places

:/ the irony of it all;


urgh chinese SIA research is the pits!(due to my dizziness at seeing a whole page of chinese)
really, man. just hate myself.

ummm had cip at sgh on sat.
have to say it was quite fufilling!
better than my first one anyways.(which was rather awkward => horrid)
and this time stefanie was there too.
one more person to do cip with!(:

mother's day yesterday!
haha.
had lunch and dinner out.
and then promptly did my homework till 12 am.
how nice(i blame myself for procrastinating!>:()
and super supersuper super sleepy today.
not to mention, there was this jane austen thing! (which i would already be bored with even if i wasnt sleepy in the first place)
heh. but i didnt sleep! in school i mean. good me. (:

no homework today.
but still have chinese sia research(as mentioned) and LA designing(which is not going well, at all)
as you can see. im blogging now.

ehh. i guess this concludes my summary of my weekend. bye!

p.s. THANKS to jiawen for running the last lap of 2.4 with me! (:

lovely day, isn't it.


ehhhh
As for everything except for !#$%&*) chinese and IH(which is 0.5)
glad that math is worth 2! hehe. xD
ah well overall A1. (i think, if i didnt calculate wrongly)
(why can't i do well in you, chinese?)

ehhh
stupid blogger has a problem
formatting all crazed
lovely

ehhh
napfa tmr!! ):
my body is starting to ache
this morning i was fine..
then after i got home and did homework..
then my back hurt
now my stomach(muscle) is starting to hurt
get well by tmr!!
eh actually technically i just have to pass, cos im already getting a bronze. (:
less stress(:

ehhhh
have su yu and ting xie to learn! ):
bored.
havent started
proscrastinating is in progress..
please abort this programme immediately, or it will crash the system

ehh
im being lame):
thats not good.
okay byeeee


why?

life is full of possibilities,


napfa 5 items is over! I passed! :D
could say that i barely passed pull ups and shuttle run
ah well.
i think this year's napfa was pretty great
like everyone encouraging one another

i got A2 for physics! o.O
despite all the (shit) tests

hmm while reading 8 days today (i'm so freeeee). the last page of 8 days has a bunch of sec 3s faces on it! (siying's face is in the middle) lol.
i think it was while we had this passing the baton thing? i remember it was quite heavy.
and a bunch of people were running a marathon or something.

sighhhhhh
ah whatever,


let's groooooove to the beat of the music.

Happiness is not achieved by the conscious pursuit of happiness; it is generally the byproduct of other activities


right now, i think i lead quite a comfortable life.

but there seems to be something missing
i dont know what


what the heck my blogpost disappeared.
ah well.

{memo to self: improve on physics! and chinese}

me almost failed physics due to carelessness.
BUT mrs wong was lenient enough.
thats why i passed

sad ):

what a slack/boring weekend(:
slack=boredom

this sucks la.
i should just keep away from the computer.
im becoming a computer freak/nerd.
i mean, i switch on the computer for no reason!
just to pass time
how dumb

oh well bye
(im freaking over napfa, wish me luck! :x)


whats wrong with you?
i dont know what you want!
i doubt you do either.
just make a decision.

wth this sucks la.
i dont understand myself, much less help myself.

it's not that easy.

i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



i want to get out of here.

what am i saying?!

time is slipping through my fingers; i can't stop it.

frustration

CHOIR TMR (lovely!)

what's wrong. with everything.
uphill task, downhill road.

today was rather slack.
no math. no physics.
la was just discussion + mcq thing, bio was short, chinese in the com lab

oh wow.
so im slacking now,
although im terribly confused about chinese sia now.
D:

get out there and live, already!
i just hate silence and rainy afternoons



my eyes need a break!
after so long of computer work slacking
oh well
i completed one two thingS today:
essay editing
LA sia stufff

how nice.

i think i really spent my day in a realllllly stupid way!
):

i dont even know why im blogging!
1. i dont have anything burning that i have to say.
2. as i said, my eyes need a break!

aw shucks.
2.4 tmr! D: im so ddddead.

this sucks):
i really shouldnt have come to blog.


there are just some things which are better left unsaid.