every friday night, i do the same thing, which is to slaaaaaaacccck in front of the computer. but then sometimes i get this feeling of impending doom, like now, because the reminder of the homework and sia which are due after march hols floats to the front of my head? (i mean after being pushed to the back of my head) pops up in my conscious mind? right now im more worried about chinese and physics SIA.

.... i dont make sense.

ah whatever, after-school fridays are meant for relaxing. (:

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i shall sleep early today.


i happily blogged without realising i havent finished my math pretest! haiz


hmmm today during ms van dijk told us about the escape of a terrorist in Singapore.. i never knew about all these plots and stuff till i went home to read the papers o.o, i didnt know there were even JI supporters in S'pore. isn't he a crafty person, being able to escape so many times from jail? probably because 911 happened when i was p3 so my memory of 911 is very very vague.. though i still do remember the video on the news where they showed the crashing of the plane into the buildings. being p3, i didnt really think much of the situation at that time.

i wonder what would happen, now that he is on the loose?

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anyway today's lessons were b.o.r.i.n.g, as thursday lessons always are, with three science classes and math. and LA and IH which were ok. i think i enjoy arts subject better, though obviously i cant really score. SRQ is so stressful and confusing, i can't think fast enough! sigh.
IH was ok, less interesting as usual, cos we had to do research stuff. well at least we had aircon.

anyway the choosing for the career conference thing is so stupid, how can they just anyhow reallocate.. i mean the point for this is to attend the talk which interests you, not just to make up the numbers for whatever reasons. ah well, i guess if it happens, it happens.

can't wait for chinese and physics SIA to end, and CME speech which is utterly pointless and just so politically correct crap stuff. not like it has any impact at all, sian i better start doing it properly.

tmr is the unofficial last day of the term! yay. then after one week of slacking, theres one week of mugging, then one week of block tests. nice.

hmm my paras don't seem to have much link. nvm.

theres choir tmr, i don't know what to feel. anyway we must 振作起来!

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yay. i realised i havent really been posting proper posts. ah well. yay to next week. ;D


freaking IRRITATED
and stop shouting vulgarities you foul mouthed idiot

can't wait for this week to end, quick.
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all the encouragement seems pointless,but what else can we say?



hmm im feeling unproductive and lazy these days. just sort of wasted the night away chatting and bloghopping.

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but anyway, tmr is friday! haha that means the end of the week waha. then on weekend have to rush to get dress + ethnic costume for graces (apparently alot ppl got theirs already?) and also do SIA (chinese! blah and obviously others). ah whatever.
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haiyah.


for once the math notes are short!


well anyway the festivities are sorta over.
for me anyway, cos i have few relatives. anyway it was a break, and any kind of break is good.(:

though i have to finish up my hwk soon. though cny did give me motivation to finish up most of my work so that i can relax properly. breaks are good, they give you a break (duh) and also motivate you to finish your work. well, it works for me anyway. cny wasnt really fun, i guess it gets less and less fun every year. it was fun playing with my cousins when we were still young (not that im not young -.-), but now it just seems weird and awkward.

anyway, went to watch 27 dresses ytd. good ol' romantic comedy. predictable, but still nice.

im just going to relax and enjoy the next 2 days. maybe watch another movie? heh.


the other day you asked me if i thought we were drifting apart. my mind said i dont know. my heart said yes. i said no. im sorry i pretended nothing was wrong.